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Chapter 1 - THE GIRL WHO COUNTED THIRTY-FOUR ORANGES

The little girl held up three fingers, and Blake Hamilton forgot the meeting that was supposed to change his company forever.

"Three oranges for five dollars," she announced. Then she looked at the fruit in her basket and added, "Unless you want the ones with leaves. Those are special."

Snow drifted between the red Christmas bows hanging over Orchard Street. Behind her, a bakery window glowed with golden light, and the sidewalk glittered with the kind of decorations that made New York look generous even when it wasn't. The child couldn't have been older than seven. She wore a pink wool coat that had clearly been loved by someone before her, mismatched mittens, and a ribbon tied around curls that escaped beneath her hat.

Her stall consisted of two wooden crates, a wicker basket, and a piece of cardboard with a message written in purple marker: MY MOM NEEDS AN OPERATION. I AM HELPING.

Blake had crossed the street because he thought she was lost.

"Where are your parents?" he asked, crouching until their eyes were level.

The girl's smile flickered. "My mom's home. She isn't feeling good enough to stand up today. Mrs. Alvarez watches me from the bakery." She pointed to a woman behind the fogged glass who gave Blake an unmistakably suspicious look. "And I know the rule. I don't go anywhere with people I don't know."

"Excellent rule. What's your name?"

"Isabella. Everybody says Isa, except Mommy when I put crayons in the washing machine."

Against his will, Blake smiled. His phone vibrated again. DOMINIC ASHWORTH, the screen read. He turned it facedown in his palm.

"How many oranges have you got, Isa?"

"Thirty-four. I counted them twice, except I might have counted the big one three times because it rolled away."

"Then I'll buy thirty-four."

She searched his face for the trick. "Every single one?"

"Every single one."

"That's a lot of vitamin C, mister."

He handed her two crisp hundred-dollar bills, then regretted it when she recoiled as though he'd offered a counterfeit treasure. She pushed one bill back toward him.

"That's too much. My mom says you're supposed to give people their change."

"Your mom sounds like someone worth listening to. Put the extra money toward her hospital bill."

"She wouldn't take charity."

"Then call it an investment," Blake suggested. "You keep the oranges and sell them again. I'll collect my investment when your mother is well enough to tell me whether they were worth it."

Isa considered the proposal with the grave concentration of a seasoned banker. "You could be waiting a long time."

"I can wait."

He hadn't meant to say it with such conviction. Seven years earlier, he would have said those same words to Clare Bennett. Instead, he'd watched a locked apartment swallow the only woman who'd ever loved him before he became a headline. No goodbye. No reason. A disconnected number and an empty future.

Isa folded the money carefully inside her mitten. "Mommy says I have her whole face, except my eyebrows. She says those came from a person who liked to argue."

"That sounds familiar," Blake murmured.

"Want to see her?" She produced a photograph from her coat pocket. Its edges were so softened that the paper had begun to separate. Two women stood in bright summer sunshine: Isa's mother holding a strawberry milkshake, and an older woman laughing beside her. Someone had cut the third person from the frame.

Blake's fingers went cold before he touched it.

"Where did you get this picture?"

The girl tilted her head. "It's Mommy's favorite. Why?"

Clare.

Not someone who looked like Clare. Not a trick of light or a memory wearing a stranger's face. The crooked left eyebrow, the small dimple she hated, the green eyes that went almost gold in sunlight. He knew every detail because he'd spent seven years trying not to remember them.

"Blake?" Isa asked. "You look like you swallowed a snowball."

He drew a careful breath. "How old are you?"

"Six and a half. My birthday was in June. Mommy made pancakes shaped like stars."

His memories rearranged themselves so violently he needed the wooden crate beneath his hand. Nearly seven years since he'd held Clare outside a taxi and asked her to wait until morning before leaving. She'd kissed him as though she intended to return.

Six and a half.

Isa had his mother's stubborn chin and, he now realized, his own dark eyebrows.

"Is your mother Clare Bennett?" he asked.

The child's shoulders stiffened. "How do you know?"

For one foolish instant he wanted to say, I might be your father. He imagined the damage a wrong answer would cause. He imagined what the right answer might do. So he told the only truth a little girl could safely hold.

"She and I used to know each other. A long time ago."

"Were you friends?"

"Very good friends."

"Then how come you never visited when she got sick?"

That question entered him more cleanly than any insult Dominic had delivered across a boardroom table. He looked away toward the decorated shopfront. Snow had begun collecting on the oranges, small white crowns over bright peels.

"I didn't know where she was," he admitted. "But I'd like to help, if your mother wants me to."

Isa studied him. "She gets scared when rich people call. She turns the phone off and says some doors are better closed."

A horn sounded. Blake's driver had spotted him down the block, inching the black car through traffic. Blake waved him away.

"Let's ask Mrs. Alvarez if she can call your mother," he said. "You stay right here."

Mrs. Alvarez emerged before he reached the bakery. "Isabella, I told you no talking to—" She stopped, saw the photograph in the girl's hand, and narrowed her eyes at Blake. "Do I know you?"

"No," he said. "But I knew her mother. I don't want to frighten either of them."

The baker's gaze traveled from his expensive coat to the money in Isa's mitten. "Clare's been too weak to answer today. I'm taking Isa home in ten minutes. You may walk with us. You don't go upstairs unless Clare invites you. Understand?"

Blake nodded. It was perhaps the first instruction he'd received in years that he obeyed without negotiation.

While Mrs. Alvarez packed the fruit, Isa slipped an orange into his hand. "This one has a leaf," she whispered. "I think it's lucky."

Across the street, his phone flashed with another message: THE ASHWORTH VOTE IS AT NOON. WHERE ARE YOU?

Blake switched it off.

For years he had believed the worst day of his life was the day Clare disappeared. Now he understood that the worst day might have been every ordinary morning afterward, when he'd gone on living without knowing a little girl existed somewhere who could have called him Dad.

Mrs. Alvarez lifted Isa's crate. "Coming, Mr. Hamilton?"

May you like

Blake looked at the orange resting in his palm, then at the tiny footprints appearing in fresh snow ahead of him.

"Yes," he said. "I'm coming."

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