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Chapter 2 - The Photograph on a Child's Tablet

I didn't realize Eli was shaking until we reached the front porch.

It wasn't from the cold. He had his little blue coat zipped to his chin, and I'd wrapped my scarf around his neck twice. Still, the hand he placed in mine trembled as we descended the stone steps.

Behind us, the front door opened.

“Nathan!” Richard called.

I kept walking toward my truck. Snowflakes settled on the windshield and melted slowly against the glass. My father's security lights turned the falling snow white as sparks.

“Come back inside. We can discuss this like adults.”

I opened Eli's door, checked the buckle, and tucked his stuffed fox beside him. Mara had bought the toy at a gas station during our first road trip as a family. Its nose was practically bald now.

“You can discuss it with your attorney,” I told Richard.

His eyes flicked toward the windows. “You're overreacting to something a child misunderstood.”

“Then you have nothing to worry about.”

Bradley appeared behind him, his tie loose and his face blotched. “He's poisoning the kid against us, Dad. You know that's what's happening.”

I stared at my brother, trying to reconcile the boy who had once taught me to skip stones with the man who was prepared to accuse a grieving seven-year-old of inventing financial crimes.

“Don't say Eli's name again tonight,” I said.

I got into the truck and drove away without waiting for an answer.

I remembered how happy he'd been when we arrived at the mansion. He had practiced tying his bow tie in the mirror and asked whether Grandma Eleanor might play a board game with him after dinner. On the drive there, he'd carried a little hand-drawn Christmas card for Richard. It showed two people fishing on a dock, though they'd never actually gone fishing together. Eli had drawn the afternoon he hoped they might have someday. The card was still inside his coat pocket when we left. I did not ask him about it.

For ten minutes, my son sat silent. Richmond's Christmas lights passed in red, gold, and green smears. I kept my eyes on the street, letting him have the quiet.

Then he whispered, “Are they going to put me in a different family?”

I pulled into the empty parking lot of a closed pharmacy. My hands gripped the steering wheel. “No. Never. Why would you think that?”

“Uncle Brad said I wasn't real family.”

“Uncle Brad was wrong.”

“But my other dad—”

I turned toward him. His biological father had disappeared before he could remember the man's face. Mara had never lied about it. She had simply told Eli that families were made by the people who stayed.

“Listen to me,” I said. “I chose to be your dad. I choose it every morning. There's nothing your uncle or grandfather can say that changes it.”

He considered that. Then he reached into his coat pocket and handed me a small tablet with a cracked yellow case.

“It's on here.”

“What is?”

“The thing I saw. I took pictures.”

I opened the photo application. The first picture showed our cat sleeping inside a laundry basket. The second was a crooked image of a sheet of paper on Richard's desk.

A heading read: JUNE COLE PROMISE FUND — COMMUNITY OUTREACH REIMBURSEMENT.

Below it was a table of student codes, dates, and amounts. One row had been outlined in blue pen: E.C. — FAMILY INTEGRATION MEALS — $2,400.

Another photograph showed six similar entries, each for the same amount. The payee at the bottom was HERITAGE STUDENT SERVICES, LLC.

“Why'd you photograph these?” I asked.

“Because Grandma June's picture was on the folder. She told me once that school money should go to kids who need books.”

My throat tightened. He had been six the last time he'd spoken to June in person. She'd been frail, but when Eli asked her to read him a dinosaur book, she'd read every page twice.

“Where were you?”

“In Grandpa's study at Thanksgiving. Uncle Brad told him not to use my real name. Then Grandpa said there were too many payments to change.”

“Did anyone see you?”

Eli shook his head. “I was behind the big chair. I lost the ornament I made for Mom.”

I looked again at the photos. The file dates were Thanksgiving Day. One invoice identified me as the requesting parent, authorizing the fund's reimbursement for educational support my son had supposedly received.

My signature appeared near the bottom.

I had never seen the form before.

A cold anger settled beneath my ribs. This wasn't merely Bradley's usual cruelty. Someone had been using my child—and apparently my name—to take money from children who needed it.

“Eli, you did the right thing telling me,” I said. “But I wish you hadn't had to see any of it.”

He leaned his head against the window. “I thought if I stayed really quiet, they would stop counting me.”

I moved around the truck, opened his door, and hugged him in the cold parking lot until he stopped trembling.

At home, I made him hot chocolate. He sat at the kitchen island while I tried to remember the combination to the fireproof box where Mara had kept important documents. After a moment, Eli held up the little brass key that hung on a string inside the box's handle.

“Mom always put the key here,” he said.

Of course she had.

Inside were his adoption decree, his birth certificate, Mara's letters, and a cream envelope addressed in Grandma June's shaky handwriting: FOR NATHAN—WHEN YOU'RE READY TO ASK HARD QUESTIONS.

I'd received it after her funeral and had never opened it. My grandmother had asked me to reconcile with Richard. I had assumed the letter was another plea to try harder.

Now I broke the seal.

Your father understands money. Your brother understands how to make your father afraid of losing it. Neither has ever understood what the fund is for.

I read the sentence twice.

At the bottom, she had written a name and telephone number.

Ruth Ellis. She knows why I changed the trustees.

Underneath, in writing so faint I nearly missed it, were five words that made the room tilt beneath me.

Do not trust the annual reports.

My phone buzzed. A message from my father lit the screen.

Bring the tablet tomorrow. Alone.

I looked at Eli sipping chocolate in his pajamas. Then I placed the tablet beside June's letter and photographed every page using my own phone.

May you like

Richard had spent my entire life demanding private conversations whenever the truth threatened his reputation.

This time, I was going to bring witnesses.

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