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Chapter 5 - Marco Duca's Other Life

Christine Rossi answered my call on the sixth ring. Her voice was thin with sleep, and I felt guilty for forgetting that the country extended beyond Manhattan into other time zones and other people's routines.

"Elena? Is Mia all right?"

"She's fine. She's sitting on a million-dollar rug eating a banana, which may be the most expensive mess she's ever made."

Christine laughed briefly. Then she heard something beneath my attempt at humor. "What happened?"

I told her the truth without mentioning the message under the nursery door. I explained how Mia had crawled into Alessandro's office, how he'd recognized the pendant, and why he wanted to ask about Daniel's biological father. When I finished, she said nothing for so long I thought the call had dropped.

"Christine?"

"Is he kind to you? This Alessandro?"

The question startled me. "He was angry, but he didn't fire me. He wants to know where the necklace came from."

"Then come see me," she said. "But bring Mia. I don't want you sitting in a room full of questions without my granddaughter."

Two days later, Alessandro offered to arrange a car to take us to the small lakeside town where Christine lived. I refused the first offer because it felt too much like accepting a favor that might someday be collected. He suggested I book the trip myself and submit the travel expenses, with no obligation to tell him anything Christine preferred to keep private. June volunteered to come only if Christine invited her.

That afternoon, we arrived at a yellow house with an uneven front porch and a garden full of tomatoes. Christine opened the door before I could knock. She had lost weight since Daniel's funeral, but her hug still made me feel as if there might be a place on earth I belonged.

"Look at my girl," she whispered, lifting Mia carefully. "Look how big you've gotten."

Inside, the kitchen smelled of cinnamon and the lemon cookies Daniel had loved. There were photographs everywhere: Daniel without his front teeth, Daniel in a graduation gown, Daniel standing beside me outside our first apartment, pointing proudly at the cracked window he had promised to replace. One picture near the refrigerator stopped me.

A young man stood by the same lake with his arm around Christine. He had Marco's grin. He also had the swallow around his neck.

"That's Daniel's father," I said.

Christine put down the kettle. "Yes."

"Was his name Marco?"

The kitchen clock ticked loudly. Outside, Mia had found a wooden spoon and was conducting a one-baby concert against the high chair.

"His name was Martin when I met him," Christine replied. "That's what he told everyone. Later he admitted it wasn't the whole truth. He said there were people he couldn't afford to have find him."

She sat at the table and began slowly turning her wedding band. Daniel's stepfather had died four years ago. She still wore the ring out of habit, although she looked at it now as if trying to understand two marriages at once.

"Marco arrived here with a broken hand and a fever," she said. "He was hiding in a room above my aunt's bakery. I brought him soup. Then I brought him more soup. Eventually I realized I was finding reasons to visit even when he wasn't sick anymore."

"Did you know about the Duca family?"

"Only pieces. A rich father, an older brother he loved and resented, a life he said was eating every decent part of him. He wouldn't talk about the circumstances of his disappearance. But once, when Daniel was a baby, he heard a news report about a man named Alessandro Duca. He turned off the television so fast the screen flashed white."

"He never contacted them?"

"He wrote letters. Hundreds, maybe. Most went into a drawer. One Christmas he packed a suitcase, drove as far as the highway, and came home before midnight. He said the road back could be more dangerous than the one he'd taken away."

I remembered Alessandro studying the photograph of his brother as though staring hard enough might make up for a lifetime of missed conversations. Suddenly I wondered how many ordinary dinners Marco had spent loving people on both sides of an impossible silence.

"When did he die?" I asked.

"Fifteen years ago. A heart problem they hadn't detected in time. Daniel was seven. I married Thomas the next year, and Daniel took his surname because it made school easier. But Marco's necklace stayed in Daniel's room. He said it was the only thing his father had left that felt like him."

I told her Alessandro believed the same necklace had been buried with Marco. Her face changed.

"That's what they wanted him to believe," she whispered.

"Who?"

"I don't know every name. But somebody came here after Marco died. An older man in an expensive coat. He said he was settling a family obligation and asked me to give him the bird. I refused. A week later, my bank called about a deposit I hadn't requested. I sent it back."

"What did the man look like?"

Christine crossed the room and opened an old recipe book. Between pages stained with butter sat a business card, its corners yellowed by time.

NICCOLO FERRARO — FAMILY COUNSEL.

My pulse beat in my throat. I understood then why someone had pushed an anonymous letter under a nursery door: Ferraro knew the connection before Alessandro did. He might have known it for years.

Before she mentioned the box, Christine took an album from the shelf and opened it to Daniel's nineteenth birthday. In the photograph, he was wearing the same red sweater he'd worn on our first date. He had never told me Christine knitted it herself. She traced the picture with a shaking finger and asked whether he'd been happy with me. I told her about our tiny apartment, the window that wouldn't close, and the night he held an umbrella over me while trying to carry six grocery bags at once. She listened as if each insignificant memory was a precious piece of evidence. Then she apologized for being distant after his death. She'd been afraid of getting attached to another person she might lose. I told her I had been afraid of exactly the same thing, and we held each other in the yellow kitchen until Mia demanded attention again.

"There's something else," Christine said. "Marco left a sealed box for Daniel. He said not to open it until our son turned twenty-five, unless someone from his old life came looking first. Daniel died before his birthday. I never opened it."

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She pointed toward a small locked cabinet in the pantry. It had been in the house during every visit I'd made and never once looked important.

"Elena," Christine said, "I think today qualifies as someone coming looking."

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