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Chương 2 - The House That Wouldn't Sleep

Ruby moved into the Romano estate two days later with a suitcase, a cardboard box of books, and her mother's chipped blue teapot. She expected the mansion's staff to look down on her. Instead, Marta greeted her at the service entrance carrying a plate of warm toast and the expression of someone watching the arrival of desperately needed reinforcements.

"Lily's been asking for you since breakfast," Marta said. "She calls you the floor lady."

"I've been called worse."

"That's a good attitude. You'll need it."

Ruby's room overlooked a walled garden filled with white roses. It had a private bathroom and a bed so soft she was afraid to put her suitcase on it. For a woman who'd spent the previous four months sleeping beside stacks of unpaid bills, the room felt suspiciously like a dream.

At ten that morning, her contract arrived. The salary matched the advertisement, with health coverage and a clear schedule. Vincent had also included a separate provision allowing her to terminate employment without penalty. Ruby stared at it longer than the money.

"He insisted," Marta explained. "He said you shouldn't have to choose between taking care of Lily and being able to leave."

Ruby signed.

Her first lesson came forty minutes later, when Lily rejected breakfast because the bowl was yellow.

"Yellow is a lovely color," the cook argued from the kitchen doorway.

Lily shoved the bowl across her tray. Milk splashed over a linen napkin.

Ruby quietly replaced it with a blue bowl and watched Lily eat three bites of oatmeal. Then she wrote in a notebook: Yellow bowl upset her. Why?

It would have been easy to dismiss the incident as toddler stubbornness. But Ruby had learned, while caring for her dying mother, that seemingly unreasonable reactions sometimes concealed a very reasonable fear.

At noon, a delivery van rattled across the courtyard. Lily dropped beneath the breakfast table, pressing both palms over her ears.

Ruby crouched a few feet away. "Too loud?"

Lily nodded furiously.

"I'll stay here until it passes."

They sat together beside the table while a gardener signed for fresh flowers. When the van left, Lily climbed into Ruby's lap as if they'd completed an important mission together.

Vincent saw them from the hall. He waited until Lily was napping before asking Ruby to join him in his study.

The room smelled of leather, cedar, and untouched coffee. A photograph on the desk showed a laughing brunette holding a much younger Lily. The woman had the same dark eyes as her daughter.

"My wife was Sophia," Vincent said, following Ruby's gaze. "Eight months ago, a bomb exploded in a car she was driving. She was taking Lily home from a birthday party. I was supposed to be the one in that car that afternoon."

Ruby sat very still.

"I'm sorry."

"Everyone says that. I don't know what to do with it anymore."

"You don't have to do anything."

He regarded her for a moment. "The doctors told me Lily might remember sounds and fear without understanding what happened. Since then she refuses car rides. She won't let anyone close the nursery curtains. Sometimes she wakes up screaming and doesn't recognize me for almost a minute."

"Has she seen a specialist who works with children her age?"

"Yes. Dr. Morris visits twice a week. Lily wouldn't let her through the nursery door until last month."

"Then perhaps we work with Dr. Morris rather than trying to invent our own cure."

Vincent leaned back, his expression guarded. "You're the first person who's come into this house and not promised to fix my daughter."

"She's not broken," Ruby said. "She's frightened. And she's only two."

He looked at Sophia's photograph. "I was afraid that if I let her talk about the accident, I'd make everything worse."

"I think she may need permission to be sad in front of you."

Vincent's laugh was brief and painful. "That's harder than it sounds."

That afternoon, Ruby met Dr. Leah Morris, a soft-spoken child therapist who wore sneakers instead of heels and allowed Lily to hide behind a chair for the first ten minutes. They agreed on predictable routines, careful observation, and no pressure for Lily to discuss memories she couldn't articulate.

"The goal isn't to make every bad feeling disappear," Dr. Morris told Ruby. "It's to help her learn she's safe while she has one."

Ruby liked her immediately.

By the end of the week, the nursery contained a low shelf where Lily could choose her own toys, a basket for the rabbit she called Bunny, and a new rule: nobody picked Lily up when she didn't want to be held. Vincent followed the rule too, though Ruby saw how much it cost him when his daughter turned away.

On Friday evening, thunder rolled over the estate. Lily began to shake before the first heavy drops hit the windows. Vincent rushed into the nursery carrying a stuffed elephant and an elaborate plan to distract her. Lily screamed harder.

Ruby stopped him gently. "Could you put that down and sit with us?"

Vincent lowered himself awkwardly onto the rug. He looked ridiculous in an expensive suit beside a plastic tea set. Lily crawled behind Ruby, peering suspiciously at her father.

"I'm here, bug," Vincent said.

Ruby hummed quietly. She didn't ask Lily to stop crying. When the next thunderclap came, Vincent flinched too. His daughter saw it.

"Daddy scared?" she asked.

He hesitated, and Ruby could almost see the old habit taking shape: powerful men admitted nothing, especially not fear. Then Vincent swallowed.

"A little," he said. "But I'm safe here with you."

Lily reached for his hand.

It was such a small movement that Ruby nearly missed it. Vincent didn't. He kept his hand perfectly still while Lily laid hers against it, then held on as though the world had offered him a miracle he was afraid to frighten away.

Later, Ruby returned to her room and opened her mother's blue teapot. Inside, wrapped in a dish towel, she had hidden her emergency money: forty-three dollars and a photograph of her mother in a bright yellow summer dress. She set the photograph beside her bed and cried without making a sound.

Across the hallway, Vincent sat outside Lily's nursery long after she fell asleep. He had spent eight months paying strangers to teach his daughter not to be afraid of him. Tonight she'd held his hand during a storm.

He took out his phone and called the head of security.

"Gabriel," he said, "I want the investigation into Sophia's murder reopened from the beginning. Not my assumptions. The actual evidence."

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Gabriel DeLuca was silent for a moment. "Something happened?"

Vincent looked at the nursery door. "I think I've been so busy trying to protect Lily from the past that I forgot I owe her the truth."

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