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Chapter 5 - The Brother She Warned Me About

I looked at Daniel.

He looked back at me with genuine confusion.

“Rebecca,” Detective Brooks said into the phone, “why should Claire be afraid of her brother?”

The line crackled.

“Because he knows more about Simon Vale than he told her.”

Daniel stood so quickly his chair scraped against the floor.

“That’s insane.”

Rebecca continued as if he had not spoken. “Ask him about the summer of 2008. Ask him why he broke into Vale’s clinic.”

I turned to my brother.

His face had changed.

Not guilt exactly.

Recognition.

“Danny?”

He rubbed one hand over his mouth.

“Claire, it’s not what this sounds like.”

Rebecca gave a humorless laugh through the speaker. “That sentence is popular in your family.”

Brooks raised a hand toward Daniel. “Sit down.”

He did not.

“Where are you?” Brooks asked Rebecca again.

“I’ll contact Claire when I know she’s safe.”

“She is with law enforcement.”

“That has never guaranteed safety.”

“Rebecca—”

The call ended.

Brooks immediately signaled an analyst outside the room to trace it.

I kept staring at Daniel.

“What happened in 2008?”

He closed his eyes.

“Dad died in 2008.”

“I remember our father dying.”

“I know.”

“Then answer me.”

Daniel sat slowly. “After Dad’s funeral, you started seeing Vale. You were barely sleeping. You kept saying the sessions made you feel worse, not better, but Mom thought therapy was helping because Vale told her grief could look chaotic before it improved.”

I remembered fragments. A waiting room with soft gray walls. A metronome. A candle that smelled like cedar. Vale’s calm voice telling me to revisit memories until they stopped hurting.

Daniel continued. “One night you called me from your apartment. You were crying. You said you’d lost almost six hours.”

My skin prickled.

“I don’t remember that.”

“That’s the point. You told me Vale had given you something during a session.”

Brooks leaned forward. “Medication?”

“I didn’t know. Claire begged me not to tell Mom. The next day she acted like the call never happened.”

I whispered, “So you broke into his clinic?”

Daniel nodded.

“I was twenty-four and angry. I wanted proof.”

“What did you find?”

“Patient files. VHS tapes. Notes.”

“Did you call the police?”

“I took one tape. Before I could do anything else, Vale reported the break-in. I panicked and destroyed it.”

“Destroyed it?”

“I thought it would get me arrested.”

“Who was on the tape?”

Daniel looked sick.

“You.”

The room blurred at the edges.

“What was I doing?”

“Sitting in a chair. Vale was asking questions about obedience, trust, fear. You looked drugged.”

My heartbeat hammered.

“What else?”

“You kept repeating a phrase.”

“What phrase?”

He swallowed.

“Good women don’t make people angry.”

I had heard that sentence before.

Grant used it.

Evelyn used it.

Once, Mara said it jokingly at Thanksgiving after I disagreed with Grant about money.

The words had followed me into marriage like an old song I never realized I knew.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I tried. You accused me of hating therapy and trying to control you.”

“I said that?”

“Yes.”

He looked at the table.

“Vale told you I was jealous because Dad trusted you more. A week later, you stopped answering my calls.”

I pressed both hands over my stomach. My daughter moved beneath them, steady and real.

Brooks asked, “Did Vale know you took the tape?”

“I don’t know.”

“Did anyone else?”

“Mom.”

I looked up.

Our mother, Laura Shaw, had died four years ago after a stroke.

Daniel’s eyes met mine.

“She made me promise never to tell you about the tape again.”

“Why?”

“She said you were finally stable.”

Stable.

Another word men like Vale loved because it sounded medical when they meant obedient.

Brooks’s phone buzzed. She checked the screen.

“The call came through an internet relay. No location.”

I stood carefully.

“I need air.”

Daniel followed me into the hallway.

“Claire.”

“Not now.”

“I was trying to protect you.”

I turned.

“You knew Vale manipulated me before I met Grant. Then when Grant chose Vale as my psychiatrist, you said nothing?”

“You weren’t speaking to me by then.”

“You could have sent a letter.”

“I did.”

“What letter?”

“Three of them. They came back unopened.”

I froze.

“I never received them.”

Daniel laughed bitterly. “Of course you didn’t.”

Grant had controlled the mail after we moved into the house. He called it being organized.

Every small convenience in my marriage was turning into a locked door.

Brooks joined us.

“We’re obtaining the old clinic records from 2008. There’s another problem.”

“What now?”

“Vale’s attorney says the clinic suffered a flood twelve years ago. Most paper files were destroyed.”

Daniel muttered, “Another miracle.”

Brooks looked at me. “Rebecca may be our best witness if she’s really alive.”

“Do you believe it’s her?”

“We’re comparing the voice to the recorder.”

My phone vibrated in my pocket.

A text from Rebecca.

COME ALONE IF YOU WANT THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR MOTHER.

Below it was an address.

An abandoned motel on Route 11.

Daniel saw my face.

“What?”

I lied for the first time since my rescue.

“Nothing.”

That evening, while Daniel showered and the deputy outside changed shifts, I left through the side gate.

I knew it was reckless.

I knew Brooks would be furious.

But my mother had spent her final years forgetting names, faces, and rooms. If she had known something before memory abandoned her, I needed to know what it was.

The motel was twenty minutes away.

Room 17 stood open.

Inside, a woman in her forties sat beside the window wearing a baseball cap and oversized coat.

Her eyes were the same pale gray as the woman in the old photograph.

“Rebecca?”

She nodded.

“You came alone?”

“Yes.”

She looked behind me.

“You shouldn’t have.”

My blood went cold.

A shadow moved in the bathroom doorway.

I spun.

Detective Brooks stepped out, furious.

“You really are terrible at following instructions.”

I stared at Rebecca.

“You called her?”

Rebecca nodded.

“I needed to know whether you would come even after being warned.”

“Why?”

“To see whether Vale still owns your instincts.”

I had no idea what that meant.

May you like

Rebecca reached into her coat and pulled out a small cassette tape.

“Your mother made this,” she said. “Two days before she died.”

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