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Chapter 3 - What Tobin Heard Through the Wall

I drove home too fast.

Not dangerously fast. I knew better than that. I spent my life fixing the results of people who believed urgency suspended physics.

But every red light felt personal.

Tobin was not home.

I called twice.

No answer.

On the third call he texted: CLASS. WHAT’S WRONG?

I typed: Come home when you’re done. Need to talk.

Then deleted it.

Typed again: Call me.

Deleted that too.

Finally I wrote: Pizza tonight?

He replied with a thumbs-up.

Cowardice sometimes looks like pepperoni.

Back at the garage, Dante had refused to explain further.

“That story belongs to your brother,” he said.

“I am his sister.”

“Which is why he gets to decide whether you hear it from him.”

“You don’t get to lecture me about family boundaries after sitting on this for three years.”

“No,” he said. “I don’t.”

He left before I decided whether to throw a socket wrench at him.

That evening, Tobin arrived with grease under his nails from the vocational lab and a paper bag of cannoli because he had apparently interpreted pizza as an appetizer.

I put Dad’s notebook on the kitchen table.

His face went blank.

“You found that,” he said.

“You knew it existed.”

“Yes.”

My anger arrived so quickly I had to sit down.

“How many people knew things about Dad that I didn’t?”

Tobin flinched.

I closed my eyes.

“That was unfair.”

“No. It wasn’t.”

He removed his hearing aid and placed it on the table.

He only did that when he wanted the world quieter.

“What did Dante tell you?” he asked.

“That you know more about the fire.”

Tobin stared at the cannoli box.

Then he laughed once without humor.

“Of course he remembers.”

“Remembers what?”

“I was there before the fire started.”

Every sound in the room disappeared.

“You told me you came after the alarm.”

“That’s what Dad told me to say.”

“Tobin.”

“I was sixteen.”

“I know how old you were.”

He rubbed both hands over his face.

“Dad called me around eleven. Said he left his medication at home. I rode my bike over.”

Dad had taken blood-pressure medication. I remembered the bottle beside the sink.

“When I got there, a car was behind the garage. Two men were arguing with Dad inside the office.”

“Who?”

“I never saw both faces. One was Breck Howerin.”

My stomach tightened.

“You knew him?”

“Everybody knew him.”

“What were they saying?”

“They wanted Dad to sign something. He kept saying no. Then one guy said, ‘Vale can’t protect you forever.’”

I gripped the edge of the table.

“Tobin, why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because Dad saw me.”

His eyes filled.

“He pulled me into the supply room and told me to climb out the back window. I said I wasn’t leaving him. He grabbed me by the face and said, ‘For once in your life, do exactly what I say.’”

I had heard Dad say that sentence to both of us a hundred times.

Never like that.

“I got outside. I ran behind the fence. Then I heard glass break.”

Tobin’s fingers touched the side of his hearing aid.

“Something exploded. I woke up near the drainage ditch.”

“The blast damaged your ear.”

He nodded.

“Dad made it outside later. Firefighters found him behind the bay.”

I knew that part.

Dad survived three weeks with burns and smoke damage.

He spoke very little.

I thought it was because breathing hurt.

Tobin whispered, “He made me promise not to tell you.”

“Why?”

“He said you would go after them.”

“That sounds accurate.”

“He said Howerin wanted the notebook. Dad thought if everyone believed it burned, we might be safe.”

I stood and paced to the window.

Three years.

Three years of believing old wiring killed my father.

Three years of blaming myself for not forcing him to upgrade the panel sooner.

Three years of Tobin carrying the sound of an explosion in one ear and a promise in the other.

“Did Dante know?” I asked.

“Tobin looked at me. “Dad called him from the hospital.”

I turned.

“What?”

“He came once. Late. You were asleep in the waiting room.”

My memory rearranged itself.

A tall man in a dark coat walking past the nurses’ station at two in the morning.

I had noticed him only because the staff moved differently around him.

“Why didn’t Dante do anything?”

“He did.”

“Dad still died.”

Tobin’s face tightened.

“I didn’t say it worked.”

The next morning, I opened the garage before dawn.

I checked every lock.

Every camera.

Every fire extinguisher.

At seven-thirty, a white envelope sat beneath the rolling door.

No stamp.

No writing except my name.

Inside was one photograph.

Tobin leaving class the previous night.

On the back, five words had been written in block letters.

EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING TO LOSE.

I called Dante.

He answered on the first ring.

“Where are you?” he asked.

“How did you know it was me?”

“Because Howerin called me ten minutes ago.”

My hand tightened around the photograph.

“What did he say?”

Dante’s voice became very quiet.

“He said you found your father’s notebook.”

My skin went cold.

I looked around the garage.

Only one other person besides Tobin, Ruthie, and Dante knew I had taken it out.

Then I remembered Bellwether’s tow driver watching the workbench.

“Someone is feeding him information,” I said.

“Yes.”

“Who?”

“That,” Dante replied, “is why I’m on my way.”

Before I left the kitchen that night, Tobin stopped me at the door.

“Marin.”

I turned.

He had put his hearing aid back in, but his fingers still rested against it as if he were checking that the world remained where he expected.

“I didn’t tell you because Dad asked me not to,” he said. “But after he died, I also didn’t tell you because I knew what you would do.”

“What would I do?”

“Exactly what you’re doing.”

I wanted to argue.

Couldn’t.

“You think that makes me reckless?”

“I think it makes you predictable.”

“That is rude.”

“It is hereditary.”

He looked down at the table.

“Just don’t decide that finding out what happened to Dad means you have to become him.”

The sentence followed me all the way back to the garage. I had spent three years believing loyalty meant keeping every machine, every tool, every stain exactly where Ward left it. Maybe Tobin had been watching me rebuild a shrine and calling it a business because he loved me too much to say otherwise.

When I arrived, I stood outside before unlocking the door. The block was quiet. A bus groaned at the intersection. Someone in the apartment above the laundromat argued about rent through an open window. Ordinary sounds.

I realized Howerin had already changed the way I heard them.

Every engine made me look up. Every parked car became a question.

That angered me more than the threat itself.

So before I went inside, I called Naomi Reyes, the attorney who had handled Dad’s estate, and left a message.

“This is Marin Ashb. I found something connected to my father’s fire. I need advice before I do anything stupid.”

I paused.

May you like

“Preferably advice delivered before I do it.”

Then I unlocked the garage.

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